This is not a fairytale ..
Those are messages I used to send to her through the mail ..
I've always wanted to be there, but I couldn't even dare ..
All those nights and laughs we could have shared ..
It was just an illusion and thoughts that went away ..
Probably with you it was okay, but when I remember .. a tear shall be there ..
Standing there, in that place we were in ..
Thinking again ..
Me, a paper, and a pen .